Monday morning is here and I don’t like it.
I hate Monday mornings. It never quite feels like a fresh start- more like the old one gets loped off and we gotta start from the beginning.
I want to make it so my Monday is a continuation of Sunday – get into something where the work healthily goes into my life all week long. No need to stop something that is constantly in motion.
Maybe I need to start in with a project I own. The plan is to do some design work soon. I don’t know when it will be done, but I hope putting it down on paper( or I guess screen) will get something going.
I have no old work to show to prove what I can do.
I have to rebuild my portfolio – I used to have stuff socked away, but I have deleted and loss passwords to more accounts than even I care to know.
It is going to take some time to get it back, and part of that stops me dead in my tracks. Where will I go, who wants to start fresh after feeling like there was a foundation before?
But that is the thing isn’t it – the way design moves, no one cares about my old work – or my old design, it would be outdated, and look terrible considering what I have done.
Either way, the feeling is damning. I guess I just have to start don’t I.
From the desk of Adam Thomas 