My mind loves going in different directions.
I had several ideas on what to write today.
- How to show up
- Dealing with NYC racism
- Surprises
- Dealing with urges
- Running away
- The feeling after resting
- Mentally being scrambled
- Making your bed
- The joy of oversleep
- Idea #10
But nothing is sticking enough to put down. It isn’t that I have writers block, it’s that the ideas aren’t formulated enough to get put down. If I sat here any longer, I am sure I could come up with another 15 or 20 ideas to put down that interest me in the moment.
I want to try an experiment. I can’t run away from these ideas. I want to force myself to write to these ten ideas over the next ten days. I don’t want my mind to change in midstream.
How do I react when there are expectations, and I can’t maneuver as a writer to write what I want? The experiment begins now.