I was late today. I found myself oversleeping, more than likely because I decided to watch tough crowd until 2 AM. The show is amazing, and it contains everything I think comedians talking should be.
It was a chance to talk about the world, be funny, and not pander. I used to watch when I could when I was younger, but with YouTube hanging around, it is possible to find older episodes and dig into the discussion of the day. I want to have a point of view on stage, and I want to be able to share that point of view in conversation a lot better than I do now.
I guess I have to trust that will come in time.
I am trying eye therapy – or my version of it. I realized that my aversion to eye drops has been the cause of me being “tired” all the time, when honestly, it was only my eyes being fatigued from looking at screens all day, and being filled with contacts most of the time.
In college, I really wasn’t in front of a computer most of the day. I spread things out, took a lot of walks, and hung out with friends. Didn’t use my eyes as much as I do now. I sit in front of a screen all day, and then I look into a cell phone for seemingly the rest of it.
Because of that, now I use eye drops twice a day, and remove my contacts when I do. I feel much much better and I do not get a feeling of fatigue. It almost scares me, the amount of energy that I have. Now it is time to work.
I watched Star Trek yesterday. It was a fantastic movie, and could rank up there with one of the best of the summer, easily. Action was fantastic, there was emotion, and you genuinely cared about the character. It wasn’t campy in the least, and with the Star Trek universe, it is entirely possible they can run with this series for years.
Took my co worker to a black theater experience. I sort of wondered how he felt. The differences in all of us, the way we speak, the way we look at the world, due to social constraints, lead to a completely different world view.
Depending on your experiences, every conversation can lead to something different based on race in America. J Cole talked about being mistaken-ed for a basketball player in a recent song, simply because he was in first class.
To a white guy, that might be a positive thing. To him it reads”I’m in shape, and I’m tall and handsome”, better than what he really does.
To a black guy, it means that we can only be here through guns and entertainment. Even though J Cole is a rapper, there is a part of him that hates that he has to be an entertainer to white america to sit around them.
It is something black Americans have faced a lot of their lives, going back to the beginnings of this country. Those of us who could entertain got a pass, and for the most part, the intellectual had to take a beating. It is ingrained and repeats itself now as a learned behavior.
I don’t like it, but it is a reality we have to face.
I would like to do 30 minutes a day. Of everything I would like. The goal is quite simple. 30 minutes of writing, programming,comedy,and music should start to leave me with material. This material and knowhow can be used down the line, when someone needs it.
It is like when Ari Shaffir was talking about Aziz Ansari. He had three scripts ready to go, and when he had the opportunity, he had them sold before anyone had a chance to cry about how unfair the world is.
When they ask you for it, it is too late.
Done:
3 Things
16/8
Water
Night Reminders
Not Done:
Todo
